Like the ocean and the waves, I feel like I'm losing faith, losing heart. Heart turning into stone. No motive no goal, no desire for anything anymore. Life is so empty, so so empty. We are drifting, no long do you require me as you have in the past. Is this what growing up mean? My love is so strong, it has weakened me physically. I am tired. I love her so much. And I don't know if she feels so too. But I don't know... I ever said. it will be the last time I commit to any relationship. I shall honor my word. I love you baby princess jasmine.