One day after our promised 3mths. I thought my heart died when I decided to leave you. I thought by being away from you I would be better off. I would make you grow up. I don't know what has happened to you, You're in this CSU thing. I don't know what it is. I don't know why I keep thinking of you. I thought I should stop seeing you. I was wrong.I was wrong. I miss you like crazy. I want to love again. I tried to love someone else to forget you . I couldn't. You keep coming to my mind. I just can't forget you. I just can't get you out of my mind. You are my life . I can't share my love with anyone else. But I got to push on. I really want to be a better man before I ever see you. I want to be able to give you what you want. Not what you have to get from others.Therefore I will have to keep away from you for a while. I miss you so much, but I shall never let you find me, until then. I wish you well... I do love you still... I really do...